Coming to an end

It´s the 2nd last week of August now..... another month coming to an end... with the end of this month, slowly marks the end of Summer and eventually the beginning of Autumn.


A lot has happened during this times. I have finally closed down and deleted my older facebook account, leaving only one alive. Connections to my past have been all severed. Only preserving those I know will never link me back to him and his new girlfriend (and maybe his new wife) :) In a way.. I am very happy, but yet in a strange way I am sad. I am happy that he has moved on and that the girl he´s dating (is actually someone we know..... his ex-colleague) is somewhat a nice girl... but I am sad that finally all has ended and we have moved on although I know deep inside me a part of him still stays... Guess this part of him that stays will always stay till the day I die..... 


Anyways... moving on to happier things. 


Summer holidays has ended and I have now started back classes...... sending my daughter to school and then making my way, once again, to classes every morning. Lessons are tougher now, as we enter the 2nd book and stage of my course. But then again, I enjoy studying back once again. As how my daughter is enjoying kindergarten, meeting and mixing around in school.


Moving of the new house is done...... arranging and decorating not really so. Can say it´s only 70% arranged and nailed up. Guess must have somehow "lost interest" in doing hard work every weekend... so we are kinda slacking at the moment. Our living room aka TV room / Family room is in a mess.... thankfully our bedrooms are all intact and arranged. Especially Amelia´s room... completely arranged and fully furnished!


Have met a new friend here from Malaysia - Sabah to be exact - and she married a German and have been living here for 6 years. Our daughters click together.... and we try to meet up as much as we can to just chit chat and to let our kids roam around freely. It´s really feels good to finally have someone "rojak" here that speaks Malay English and etc... ^^ and not just pure German. Somehow makes me miss home more.... which at the moment I am hardening myself to not think as I don´t want to go back now. *its complicated*


We are planning to go to Scotland for our Autumn / Winter holidays in November. Plans are all in the move.... just the finalization of the holiday plans is all we need. Looking forward to going there..... time to relax and forget....... 


Did you know I miss you so much? *sighs*