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Monday, 17 September 2012

Becoming a laughing stock of the world! Malaysia seriously need to grow up... or at least the ministers.....

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So, the guidelines that was released by the Malaysia Government regarding how to identify the Gays and the Lesbians has indeed sparked amusement and critics from everywhere around the world. Malaysia now has, if not directly, indirectly become the laughing stock of the entire world with their narrow mindedness of the topic.

Surfing more on this topic, I found on the Malaysia Kini Website an article titled Guidelines to identify gay and lesbian symptoms (link can be clicked to be directed to website) published there. So.... makes me wonder.... since when did those crazy crackpot ministers there make themselves a pro in identifying the gays and the lesbians?!  Another article entitled Govt endorses guide on how to spot gays (Link is clickable) by the Free Malaysia today website also shows more startling proof about what the Education Ministry and the ministries in Malaysia spend their quality time on. I am amused.... if you all have so much time, why are you guys wasting your time trying to identify gays and lesbians instead of making and improving the country? 

In my opinion, what they are doing is wrong.

Ladies / gals are not allowed to be seen hanging out too closely with their girlfriends anymore because they can be lesbians.... so means you are encouraging them to always hang out with the opposite sex? So what happens when the crime rates of rape increases? It is then the ladies' fault because she doesn´t know how to protect herself and is always clinging onto the men?!

An article from Malaysian Insider entitled Homosexual guidelines may lead to discrimination, says experts is a very good article to read and ponder, digest and understand. The Malaysian government is seriously creating more stress for the younger generations with all those stupid and not logic guidelines.

Bravo, you all just made Malaysia the laughing stock of the entire world!

Go google up the Malaysia guidelines to Gay and Lesbian... then you know the damage you have made with your shallow mindedness.

Tuesday, 4 September 2012

A horrifying headlines : ‘We’ll rape and torture your kids to death’

Today, upon logging on as usual to all my news portals and facebook, i stumbled upon this very article that is very extremely disturbing! If you want to view it in its original form, click on the title below.

Cannot believe such a thing can be happening and that the authorities and police isn´t doing anything about it. And the "last day" of the threat is tomorrow. Where is the sense of safety living in Malaysia? Where is the freedom of speech they talk about so much? A government is formed by the citizens, and every single individual living and staying in Malaysia has a different opinion of everything. So if someone criticizes you, you send your gangsters to clear it up? For shame!


‘We’ll rape and torture your kids to death’

G Vinod
 | September 4, 2012
This is the threat made against an activist, whose husband made a YouTube video criticising the deputy premier and Negeri Sembilan MB.
PETALING JAYA: A social activist in Negeri Sembilan lodged a police report last week alleging that a man threatened to harm her children if they do not leave Malaysia in a week.
S Jaya, 39, who runs the Negeri Sembilan Community Welfare Association lodged the report with the Seremban police station on Aug 30, the same day her husband received the threat via post.
The NGO leader said the threat was related to her husband S Ravinthran’s three-part video series on YouTube criticising Deputy Prime Minister Muhyiddin Yassin and Negeri Sembilan Menteri Besar Mohamad Hassan.
“My husband highlighted several issues plaguing the people of Negeri Sembilan and Hasan’s mismanagement of the state but this is what we get,” an upset Jaya told FMT.
The letter is signed by one Muzaffir who claimed to be part of Geng Negeri Sembilan and Geng Perdana Menteri.
Muzaffir had threatened to rape and kill Jaya’s three young daughters if Ravinthran failed to apologise to Muhyiddin and Hasan for his criticism.
“Kalau kau tak keluar Malaysia, kami tangkap tiga ekor betina kau. 50 orang rogol setiap anak kau dan seksa anak-anak kau sampai mati [ if you don't leave mlaysia, we will catch your daughters. 50 people will rape each of them and we will torture them to death],” read the letter.
The mysterious sender also told Ravinthran to remove all videos and apologise to Muhyiddin and Hasan.
“Kami bagi kau tujuh hari untuk balik India. Setiap gerak-geri kau 24 jam kami awasi [we give seven days for you to return to India. We are watching your every move 24 hours day],” he added.
Jaya said that she was surprised that Muzaffir knew their house address as they just moved to the new place two weeks ago.
She also said that the sender knew where her three children, ranging from nine to six years old, were studying.
“Tomorrow is the deadline [on the threat] but the police have done nothing yet. What if something happens?” she asked.
Jaya urged Prime Minister Najib Tun Razak to suspend Muhyiddin and Hassan pending an inquiry on the matter.

Thursday, 30 August 2012

A depressed Merdeka — Are you celebrating Merdeka?


Merdeka, or also known as the Independence day of Malaysia, is coming up in just 24 hours. But how would you celebrate Malaysia´s 55th year of Independence this year? It´s been almost 2 years now since the migration abroad and the tapping on the on going news from all the international and also local news portals to see on the ongoing of Malaysia. And sadly to say, I am not very happy or proud about my birth country anymore, especially seeing all the stupidity and the pain the citizens and also my family indirectly goes thru back home.


From the politicals fights the country is having - the "outstanding" ruling of BN all these years and the downfall of it (hopefully soon so that the country can undergo a better change), to the 2 sexual cases that was released because they were national bowlers and first time offenders (Rapists freed by courts match medical definition of paedophiles, Children’s welfare ignored by keeping rapists out of jail, says child specialist, - and many others which can be sourced out from the internet or the Malaysian Insider webpage), and many other unbelievable disastrous happenings in the past year, I would say that Malaysia sure is making one hell of a change. A change to show people that it is not progressing but moving backwards, that they don´t believe in protecting the citizens but merely putting their attention on people who have the money or the people who are doing the country good (national bowlers only ma... not even freaking international bowlers). 

Today, on the eve of Merdeka day, I would like to share this little article I extracted out from the Malaysian Insider news portal once again. Time to think and ponder on the country and...... finally stand up to make a change.

Enjoy reading and Happy Thursday! ^^



A depressed Merdeka — Are you celebrating Merdeka?

August 30, 2012
Seeing a headline shouting “Putrajaya offers cash rewards to N-Day event participation” does not encourage patriotism. It does not help that this year, just like the past few years, the atmosphere is muted. 
Very few Malaysians are in the mood to celebrate Malaysia’s 55th year of Independence, and that is a truly sorry state for the country to be.
There are many factors related to this. A declining economy, rising costs of living, gutter politics, crime, and there is also a general air of hopelessness among Malaysians when asked if they were looking forward to August 31, 2012.
If one is to believe the noise on social media, and in forums, it would seem that Malaysians hate their country. There seems to be nothing positive about the country, and every effort the government puts, is met with ridicule.
What does the average Malaysian think about this year’s Merdeka celebrations?
CS Tan of Terengganu finds that this year theme is a joke. “I ‘created’ a few phases to my Merdeka celebration. From primary to secondary school Merdeka was about how we managed to be independent, govern our country on our own terms, instead of being under British rule, and of course the colourful floats we saw on television. Tertiary – it’s about holidays. Young working life – it’s about holidays plus those outrageous uniforms from TNB and Telekom and other Malaysian companies we had to wear. Middle age phase – Merdeka is about able to think of myself after years of believing that the government can’t do wrong. This year – it’s about Merdeka from crime in Malaysia. Not optimistic huh?”
The 1Malaysia Merdeka logo provoked such outcry and ridicule, one can only feel sorry for the government. “I’m sure that our Government had the best of intentions when they commissioned the design …” a rather diplomatic professional who did not want to be named said.
Oso-San Anna disagrees. A Communications professional, she has worked in advertising agencies and in-house communications departments. She understands design and branding – she lives and breathes them. “Firstly, for something as important as Merdeka, the Government should leave it to the pros. I mean real pros (and not some crony’s son) who has a solid understanding of the use of symbol and colour and collective expression of national pride.”
“Secondly, branding is powerful when built and layered over time with consistency and commitment.”
“Thirdly, where are the brand values? Both from the standpoint of the creator and the people it’s meant for? Is there buy-in from the Rakyat? I feel all 3 are missing in the 1Malaysia logo that was designed. We are 55 years old as a Nation. Sure it’s national pride but the meaning of real patriotism is already lost since it’s seldom practiced in soul & spirit,” she said.
Angelia Ong, who works in animation is saddened by recent celebrations. The idea of Merdeka has somehow lost its spirit, she says. “It used to be more alive and less about polishing the achievements of a particular political coalition. It used to come across as more inclusive and meaningful. The phrase “1Malaysia” has taken over so much, my youngest had one time thought our country was called 1Malaysia, rather than Malaysia. From a branding point of view, I guess they have succeeded in ensuring that it’s everywhere and anywhere, to the point of oversaturation.”
From a Malaysian’s point of view (on what she thought of the logo), “it was just a major facepalm moment.”
On Facebook, one lone friend is spotted asking on his status update, “Where can I get a Malaysian flag? I want to hang it from my balcony.” Very few of his friends responded to the query.
No Money, No Merdeka Honey
Malaysians at this moment can’t be bothered about politics. They’re concerned about GE, but right at the top of their heads is how to make a living in Malaysia. If corporate professionals turn to multi-level marketing as a side-income, and journalists to tuition and freelance writing to make up for their pay, what about the average Malaysian?
This year’s Ramadan revealed the rising cost of food. A pitiful currypuff is now 50 sen, when it used to be RM1 for three currypuffs. And it seems that it is the same everywhere, from Bangsar to Keramat. Maggi Mee, a staple for Malaysians, has gone up, and a cup of very sweet Milo at a small mamak-like café at Giant Kota Damansara now cost RM4. Could this be why crime is rampant?
Tania Leong, who runs a new age shop, is not confident of our economy. “Everyone I know who owns a business, has reported a decrease in revenue. Even my customers share a same complaint of their businesses, be it property, legal (clients unable to pay), travel agency, health spas, dvd shops, children's play facilities, restaurants etc. Sungai Wang Plaza in the city has always been golden hot property (probably one of the top 5 most expensive per sq.ft.), and even that is suffering.”
“What I have observed is that this country is lacking qualified personnel in many areas of work from a sale assistant to corporate positions, a low standard of education system, many government workers are slow, inefficient and clueless, there is no minimum wage, corruption appears to be the norm in our judicial, police & government departments, religion has been made into law, sex education in schools are non-existent or minimal and so we have children bearing children. Crime rates seemed to have soared the last couple of years.”
“If leaving the country was an option for me, I would leave in a heartbeat.”
Hani B works in retail and has first-hand experiences with customer spending. Her customers range from the wealthy Middle Easterners to young college students, and understands their buying habits. “I used to be confident that our economy can weather most adversities, now I get totally scared when reading that our national debt amounted to 257 billion in 2011 … yikes!!
When I google about our economy, the results go on and on about how much it's growing bla bla bla but retail wise, I just don't see it and my salary certainly doesn't reflect it.”
Like Tania, she notes that skilled workers are lacking. “I read that our country is among the top 20 nations to be labelled as losers of capital flight ... that is RM893 billion(!) siphoned out between 1970 and 2010, so why should we stay back and help with the improvement of wealth to the 1 per cent? Then again, what do I know, I'm just a shopgirl.”
At the many open houses around the capital, the Malaysians asked, professed to forgetting that Merdeka was around the corner. This year is bad, they said, and their open houses reflect that.
Open houses are celebrated on a smaller scale now.
Yet, there is still some cheer, among bankers and human resource professionals. An expatriate investment banker based in Kuala Lumpur is enthusiastic about life in Malaysia. “The wealthy Europeans and Australians are now heading to Asia for the quality of life it offers. Now, certain Asian countries like Hong Kong are a no-no for expats, because of its spiralling cost of living. While Malaysia has the infrastructure, it has to beat Thailand and Indonesia – these two countries reinvent themselves, to meet with contemporary demands.” Malaysia has the potential to be the top 20 countries in the world, but the numbers are teetering. He concedes that corruption happens everywhere – Malaysia is not unusual. “What Malaysia needs now is good managers of its wealth and resources.”
EK Cheah, Managing Partner, Aspac Executive Search, observes that looking at the economy from a broad point of view there are a few scenarios playing out. They are “… On one hand, Europe is on a downward trend, China is slowing down and the US is stagnating. This implies that Malaysia which is largely export-dependent will be impacted. Even on the commodities front, palm oil, prices are down due to oversupply.”
Growth is however present, due to the various government initiatives, e.g. ETP. From a HR view, he says, there will be hiring, but there is definitely a big gap in talent. Two factors contributing to this are Malaysians emigrating and basically greater job mobility due to globalisation.
So is there enough talent at the high-end/professionals level? “No, and this has been the case for many years and will continue to be the case for many years to come. As for TalentCorp – Why have they shifted their focus from getting Malaysians back to also attracting expats? (https://www.expats.com.my/rp/new/html/) They should be focusing on getting Malaysians back and on top of that also help correct the fundamentals that would be required to retain Malaysian talents over the long term.”
As for the Malaysian economy, he is confident it will still grow 4-5 per cent a year over the next 2-3 years but much still depends on the socio-economical situation.
Judging by the responses, it could well be a quiet Merdeka for many.

Monday, 13 August 2012

Section 114A - What is the reason behind this?

Just read something really interesting over the internet these few days. Apparently there is a new Act that is being implemented into the laws of Malaysia. This act is known as Section 114A. However, many fellow Malaysians are very against it. I got curious and decided to take a venture and see more about this. 

There is a blog regarding this matter, Stop 114A was created to follow on the highlights on this Act. I, however, find it very disturbing. This Act enables the government to tap into everything personal of yours online and also your personal things - smart phones, laptops, computers, networks etc. And worse... is it to protect the user or to protect the government? With such a "breach", isn´t it a violation of their (the government) opinion that Malaysia is a democratic country and they also practice freedom of speech? Isn´t it also a violation of Human Rights?

Something to read and think about....... 

Enclosed below is a copied and paste about the Section 114A which I gotten from the blog, including the picture attached. 


ABOUT SECTION 114A

What is Section 114A?
Section 114A is the second of two amendments made to Malaysia’s Evidence Act 1950.
Law Minister Nazri Aziz tabled the second amendment, formally known as Evidence (Amendment) (No2) Act 2012, in Dewan Rakyat on 18 April. James Dawos Mamit supported the motion, and Section 114A was passed after the second and third reading. On 9 May, Dewan Negara passed the amendment.
The amendment was gazetted on 31 July 2012. This means the law is now operational.

What is the purpose of Section 114A?
Section 114A deals with allegedly illicit or harmful content on the Internet. In short, the amendment enables law enforcement officials to swiftly hold someone accountable for publishing seditious, defamatory, or libelous content online.

How does Section 114A affect you?
Titled “Presumption of Fact in Publication”, Section 114A holds the following people accountable for publishing content online:
(1) those who own, administrate, or edit websites open to public contributors, such as online forums or blogs;
(2) those who provide webhosting services or Internet access; and
(3) those own the computer or mobile device used to publish content online.
In other words, if allegedly defamatory content is traced back to your username, electronic device, and/or WiFi network, Section 114A presumes you are guilty of publishing illicit content on the Internet.
But what if you were the victim of identity theft and a hacker wrongfully used your Twitter or Facebook account to post defamatory content?
Under Section 114A, you are still considered guilty until proven innocent.

What is wrong with Section 114A?
Section 114A is problematic for a number of reasons:
i) It disproportionately burdens average Internet users who are wrongfully accused of publishing seditious or defamatory content.
ii) It makes Internet intermediaries–parties that provide online community forums, blogging and hosting services–liable for content that is published through their services.
iii) It allows hackers and cyber criminals to be free by making the person whose account/computer is hacked liable for any content/data which might have changed.
iv) It is a bad law passed in haste and does not take into account public interest and participation.
To get more details on how Section 114A could affect you, check out the infographic below:

How will Section 114A affect the freedom of expression?
Section 114A threatens the right to freedom of expression. Internet users may resort to self-censorship to avoid false accusations made under Section 114A. Bloggers, for example, may excessively censor comments made by their readers.  As a result, Section 114A inadvertently stifles public discussion about pertinent political or social issues and protects public authorities, such as the State, from public scrutiny.
Visit our Resources page to get a more detailed look at the text and implications of Section 114A.




Wednesday, 1 August 2012

Boycotting the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra - Musicians out there, take not

I read some very interesting articles today, which apparently cannot be found via many medias or newspapers and that this issue is mostly hushed up. The apparent termination of 9 members of the orchestra, the longest served 14 years, for no apparent reason by a CEO whom doesn´t even have any single knowledge of music and was appointed by Petronas. 


Enclosed in this entry of my blog, are 2 links to 2 articles that is regarding this article, i *beg* you.... if you are a musician at heart or a music lover, help them to spread this awareness that the Malaysian government are trying to hide! We mustn´t let the government destroy even classical music!



Just in: Musicians’ Federation calls for world boycott of Malaysian Philharmonic auditions


and 


I really hope that those innocently terminated musicians will get the legal law on their side! How can you get luxury without paying its price? How can you destroy music just because you feel like it?

Thursday, 19 July 2012

想想。。。对不对? (*^_^*)

大多数的男人都喜欢热情的女生,就算在老婆或女友面前还和别的女人摸来摸去的, 觉得很爽。 可是不喜欢他老婆或女友对别人很热情。如果老婆或女友在大庭广众发脾气,大家都会责怪老婆很小气。

男人也喜欢看楼胸部的女生,就算是丑八怪, 也觉得很好看。就算老婆或女友在现场, 男的还是一直盯着看,有些犯贱的还拿出照相机一直拍,一直拍。 如果自己的老婆穿衣漏一点,就会被臭骂一顿,就是要她们穿到想一个没味道的家庭主妇。可怜的女人,又感到羞耻和没信心。

男人还喜欢温柔又体贴的野草。每天就用佳音,哄来哄去的。老婆和女有每天只会骂人,又用凶狠的语气,男人听了没胃口。 可是她们只是为老公为男友好。外边的野草当然温柔咯,又不是要和你一世,只是一时。

男人很喜欢听 ”你好棒,好厉害,什么意见都说好,听起来好像个好女子,很supportive。 而男人就讨厌听到老婆或女友的招牌对白“不好,不可以, 我都和你说了 不要这样不要那样”。

为什么野草什么都说好,因为野草有了long term计划要骗愚蠢的男人。 我也看见有些犯贱的女生,就是喜欢搞破坏。特地制造机会弄那些恩爱的夫妻,男女友分开。 就是要全世界的男人为她们而死。可是这一切能责怪那些野草吗?我觉得男人也必须附上责任,牛不喝水强按头!

Tuesday, 29 May 2012

A new month will begin really soon!

So... today is the 2nd last day of the month...... gonna kiss the month of May goodbye and welcome in the month of June! 

To mark it, it has been and is going to be 1 year and 4 months since we first touched down and made Germany our new home.... so much has happened, so much has changed since we first came down. Amelia has celebrated 2 birthdays now in our new found home here. I myself have also celebrated 2 birthdays here. Amelia´s progress here, both emotionally, physically and education wise has grown and improved so much. She has gone, for her first year, to Kindergarten (aka Kita - in German) and she will be attending Vorschule (preschool) in summer this year. *proud mummy*

Her German has improved, in fact her German is extremely more fluent compared to her mummy - probably also because she is exposed to it daily, whereas for me I only use it when I go shopping and those are the extremely simple ones. The things she learns in Kindergarden daily is amazing and astounding! At her level, in Malaysia, we barely even learn half of what she learns at kindergarten. So I am extremely happy that she is coping and improving very well.... although with it comes the naughtiness, the stubbornness etc (like every normal kid have.... that drives the mummy and papa crazy and screaming xD). Knowing and seeing that she will be going up and attending Vorschule (in Malaysia known as Pre School) in summer makes me even prouder.

Celebrated my 30th birthday, kinda like..... 2 weeks back now. A small celebration between my own family... Amelia drew many wonderful drawing for me for my birthday, hubby took us out for a buffet lunch + dinner at our favourite Chinese cuisine - Ming Dynasty, gotten few surprises (the 1st one was the new iPad, which came 1 month before my birthday, a great Diablo III T-shirt, Diablo III back cover for my iPhone and new clothes ^^) also from hubby.... but the most important thing is having my beautiful daughter and remarkable husband celebrating it together with me. He really made it a very special event!

Yesterday, 29th May 2012, we went for a full body checkup at the doctor for Amelia. One of the requirements needed to enter Preschool and elementary school. The doctor had all checks from eyes, to knowledge to IQ everything. I was extremely proud when the doctor told us that she is improving very well for her age, far better than her own peers.... *feeling extremely proud* Kinda like the way they do things down here.... a health checkup and recommendation is required from the doctors to enter Kindergarten and all the following years of school! At least the doctor can show and prove that your child is capable of entering school and in good health! 

My course is ending once again, the final course. Exams are on the 30th of May 2012 - my History & Politics paper! After that..... well, until further notice I am on holidays..... My 1st course exam results are only coming out around 12th of June...... and this coming exam on the 30th of May 2012.... well they need approximately 4 to 6 weeks before you can get back the results...

May has indeed been a wonderful month!  Now looking onward to the month of June together with my small family :)

May 2012 Album

Friday, 25 May 2012

I wonder why Malaysian Police can´t "function" properly.....

I found this seriously interesting.... well it ain´t an article, sort of... I found it on Marina Mahathir´s facebook - something that she shared in her facebook. 


And.... after watching the video - which surprisingly you don´t find it in CNN or such, I was wondering.... how is it that the German police can behave so civilized and well mannered and even to the extend of walking together with the protestors on the streets of Frankfurt, but yet the Malaysian Police aren´t capable of doing anything except firing their damn tear gas and water cannons at the public and then have the cheek to say that the protestors started it, and later on continue suing everyone within suing range?!


Are you, Malaysian government, trying to tell everyone, that the Malaysian authorities and police are hooligans and the rest of the world are human? Or..... you trying to tell everyone that the Malaysian government are the victims and the world is judging you harshly?


Some things to ponder about.....


Make sure, if you are a Malaysian reader, to make your vote count in the next General Election of your country. Unless you want to be "slaves" under the current government for another 5 years........




You wont see this on CNN!


BREAKING NEWS: From Occupy Frankfurt. May 19, 2012.
The German police took off their helmets and marched with the protest clearing the way for them.

Thought you may like to have this image as well...

The police coming over to serve and protect the people... Blockupy Frankfurt. Police are escorting, not participating. Reports of an estimated 20,000+ protesters. Nice to see their faces.... and their humanity coming through...

WATCH THIS VIDEO: #blockupy. Frankfurt
http://youtu.be/5ebC8_q0zCM

German police officers escort an anti-capitalism protest march with some 20,000 people in Frankfurt, Germany, Saturday, May 19, 2012. Protesters peacefully filled the city center of continental Europe's biggest financial hub in their protest against the dominance of banks and what they perceive to be untamed capitalism, Frankfurt police spokesman Ruediger Regis said. The protest group calling itself Blockupy has called for blocking the access to the European Central Bank, which is located in Frankfurt's business district. (AP Photo/Michael Probst)
source: http://www.globalwinnipeg.com/world/20000+people+march+at+a+frankfurt+occupy+protest+german+police/6442644693/story.html

Photo/news source: http://www.660news.com/news/world/article/364434--german-police-says-some-10-000-are-marching-at-a-frankfurt-occupy-protest-rally

Associated Press Photo verified: http://www.globalwinnipeg.com/world/20000+people+march+at+a+frankfurt+occupy+protest+german+police/6442644693/story.html

(Photographer AP Photo/Michael Probst)

Wall Street journal Verified
http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424052702303360504577414370915099252.html

Washington Post verified
http://www.washingtonpost.com/world/europe/german-police-says-some-10000-are-marching-at-a-frankfurt-occupy-protest-rally/2012/05/19/gIQA3uTfaU_story.html

Can you feel it folks? It has begun. The Energies are shifting . . .

Friday, 18 May 2012

Reflection

Just one day away from my birthday, one more day before I turn the big 3-0. Yeap, you got it right, I am 30 this year (so what? What´s so shameful of turning old? Everyone goes there one day... I ain´t those "vain" people who hides the reality of their age to everyone). 

I simply couldn´t imagine how much time has passed all these years.... just seems like yesterday i was in primary school and then secondary school....... As I sit here, in the wee hours of the morning - while my husband is snuggled nicely in bed and my daughter is snoring slightly in the opposite bedroom from our room, I somehow can´t help but reflect in all my past 30 years, the good and the bad, the sorrows and the joy. I guess I will make a long entry this time, a personal long entry, to record down bits and tads of my 30 years of life......... Doubt there is much I remember..... Or much that I am willing to dig up without being emotional and sad..... but then again, how often you turn 30? Or... more to say, has anyone ever taken the time to sit back, and reflect all their entire lives?

Reminiscing the good old times.......

I remember those days, when my family still live in that "bungalow" in Section 15, Subang Jaya. I remember how my father works shift hours and mum stays home taking care of me. I remember how both she and I always play cooking together, or how my parents have this 2 huge aquariums of fishes and they will take the time to wash the aquariums every week or is it once in two weeks? I also remember how my dad and mum fought, but yet they also have the time to play together with each other and me (that was before my sister arrived). I remember kindergarten so clearly, I attended Assunta Kindergarten - situated in Petaling Jaya. I remember that one particular boy I am close to and how his parents somehow have this thing about him being in other people´s house, but on one fine day, when the school bus sent us home there wasn´t anyone in his home. Remember how scared my friend was even to enter my home at that time..... he rather wait outside by the roadside for his parents to come home!

Fastforwarding a few years...... I switched Primary School (aka Elementary school) twice. I remember a really nice chap when I was in Standard 1, Low Chee Ming (If I spelt his name correctly). I remember he used to come to school with his grandfather, and also he was the first boy to teach me Taekwondo during our recess breaks - after seeing me getting bullied by some of the boys in school. He said, I teach you some moves to make sure they don´t always pick on you. *Thank you, it really helped alot all the way to High school ;)*

I remember, in my 2nd year of Elementary school - in a new school (Due to moving houses), a male classmate of mine passed away from cancer. We weren´t best of friends, but he was one of my friends that I hang out with during my recess breaks for that year. That was my first exposure to death. A very sad, but not yet so painful, experience for an 8 year old back then.

My grandmother, Mother´s mum, passed away when I was 11. Leaving a big gap within not only myself but also my mum. I was one of those rare kids that only have 1 grandmother - on mum´s side, and a grandpa - on dad´s side. My sister and I were much more closer to Grandma compared to Grandpa, maybe also because of the language barrier - grandpa speaks hokkien while both me and my sis the best is mandarin xD - hence the death of Grandma was quite hard on both of us. This one, held a more personal touch as we were part of the funeral. Was actually my first time being close to a dead body, and feeling all the goose bumps, although I guess I shouldn´t be feeling that way... but heck... it is still scary no matter how much I love grandma. My remaining grandparent - Grandpa - passed away when I was in my college years. 

With it, I am grandparent"less"........ feels strange in a way.

High school was memorable. That was where I learnt to speak in Cantonese. Had many "petbrothers" and also "petsisters" during my 5 years of high school. Started my first date and boyfriend at 14 - which sadly lasted a year,  and then the long relationship of 2 years - my last two years of high school - dating the popular jock in school, which ended after we left. He said " wasn´t cool to date your high school sweetheart in college" *damn* that was a bigh heart breaker.

College year was a breeze. Studying computer and databasing was indeed difficult. The world seems to be at your feet, and feeling extremely great studying and the ironic part is worrying what to wear every morning to class (hey... I am still female ;)).  Surprisingly, I didnt go clubbing or even to disco. Although I did try smoking, which only lasted for bout 2 months then I gave up completely. Didn´t enjoy it much, also it drains my allowances faster *lolx* But then, I became a social smoker, only smoking when friends ask me to. Ain´t proud of it, but somehow, in my working life later was kinda helpful cos I can entertain my clients :P I did 2 different courses, but not in the same year. I have my Advance Diploma in Computering, and then a year later continued on with Advance Diploma in Public Relations  - at another completely new college.

With this, I learnt and met many different people. Other than that, I also have been working for about 7 to 8 years - starting work at the age of 17. Somehow, when you are student, you are dying to go out to work..... but for me, somehow in a way......... I prefer studying to working. True, being a student, and having the exam stress is indeed stressful, but working... and facing the two faces of the entire world is even worse.... But I survived it. I have worked in many environments - from sales and marketing to teaching to administration work. I learnt many valuable lessons and ways of life from many precious people in the working world, especially the few kind bosses I have. =) *Thank you to those of you*


I started dating my ex husband after high school for 12 years, got married and lasted 3 years before I filed for a divorce. It would be difficult to pen down the memories of this particular moment.... not in words....... but even till today, after remarrying and living a "moved on" life, those memories burn within me. Some say, these memories are here to stay forever......... From this undying love of mine towards my ex husband, we have a beautiful daughter, who is already 5 years old, and like me - we both have moved on completely..... 10,000 km away from our original birth place.


There is no regret in moving on. I have many people who ask me, or worse, blame my current husband for the move away. There are somethings you just don´t understand as a spectator.... some things, although you think you can see and understand very well, you will never know. As two people in a relationship, no matter what they tell you as their friend, what happens behind close doors remains closed.


I admit, with the breakup of our 12 years together, I lost many friends. But yet, with it, I also know, who are those friends that really are for real. Some, who stay by my side.... are merely some pawns of spies... that just gossips about what me and my daughter are encountering back to him (which I am rather irritated with but *shrugs* who cares), but there are some.... who really are true friends that helped us out throughout the few years when my 1st marriage started breaking down. My current husband was one of the many...... For that I am thankful... :)


Looking back at a glance, motherhood was the most challenging part for me compared to being a student, a girlfriend who supports - financially emotionally and all, to a wife. But I have no regrets.


In another 24 hours, I will be turning 30. 


Every heartache, every joy, every tear that I went thru all my 30 years...... I have learnt so much from them... and I don´t regret any part of it. I have loved, I have lost and have loved once again. Life is indeed a learning curve, a learning process... never once stop learning. ^^


Happy Birthday to myself... (early wishes)

Tuesday, 15 May 2012

Army veterans flex their arses at Ambiga's house


 Army veterans flex their arses at Ambiga's house 
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**YouTube seems to be having some problems linking the video..... so you have to click the link to watch the video. The video, when interviewing the "Army Veterans" are in Malay while the interview with Ambiga is in English **


Omg, I am seriously so ashamed of these people.... and worse, they say they are Malaysia´s Army Veterans... 

Can someone please enlighten me as to what does the government of Malaysia is trying to do with people like these? Or are these people merely trying to "jatuh maruah" negara even more? They say Ambiga is bad, Ambiga shames the country.... but what they are doing isn´t all that far off! 

Can someone please knock some senses in to these old farts of the country..... Cakap besar kamu mempertahankan negara, lagi lagi kata kepada Pn Ambiga - memberi amaran.... adui.... bahasa kamu begitu sedih? Memberi Amaran?! Do you even know what Member Amaran means? You´re warning her? She is right you know... you are INTIMIDATING her... it´s not friendly anymore...... can see how bias the country is, the police not doing anything.... I wonder, if something like this is done to a Minister or Menteri Besar´s house, I wonder then.... how will the cops react ? Also being so casual standing under the tree for some shade off the nice hot sunny sunshine in  KL?!