The pain of missing you

4 days... Since you left my side, walking into the international terminal lounge.... 4 days since I silently weep for your presence, your love and your touch. The house feels so empty without your presence. My room feels cold and void without your cheerie smiles when I walk through the door. The nights seems so endless, sleepless and tired without you lying by my side.

How I wish I could turn back the hands of time to the time when I walked out my office lift to see you standing tall with the biggest brightest smile when your eyes saw me walk out the lift... Or how you lifted me into a big embrace ever so tightly. I know goodbye isn't forever... Especially for us.... But yet.... To not have you by my side.... That's the excrutiatingly painful moments for me...

Ich liebe dich mein engel...

I promise... I'll be strong... It's only a while more....
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