The Sunny Skies

I love our new home...... the windows of the bedroom is facing directly the morning sun.... I love the sun streaming into the bedroom and onto our beds as we lie silently watching tv together on our beds or just reading books together or my baby playing her toys / reading while I am on the lappy working. 

Its been 2 weeks now since we touched down in Germany. So many sights we have seen, even the snow we have seen, although not enough to cover the whole streets or to even build a snowman at the moment... but we have been about and around for 2 weeks, and also staying home just enjoying each other´s company for the day. 

At the moment, we are coping really fine. Adjusting to the weather (although its hard to bear the cold when we are out and about) and the lifestyle..... although having slight problems with the language still, but we are gradually picking up bits and tads from here and there..... due to listening to people talking, or while grocery shopping etc. Apparently, majority people here barely speak english, although the grown ups do know their english, but upon speaking.... *shivers*.... its just like the Malaysians back home speaking broken english..... *sighs*

Guess I should be proud of the fact my english is not broken! ;)

The month of February is slowly coming to an end... bringing to it a new month with new activities. Amelia will be attending Kindy soon while I too have to go back to school to learn the German Language before starting work once again.... So... that´s when my holidaying with my daughter ends...... 

2 weeks...... that´s how long I have been out from my old world. Memories seems a distant away now...... Although we web cam with my parents almost every day in the evening (our time). Haven´t heard from him since I last told him about our departure. I sometimes can´t help but wonder if he is alright...... a bad habit, naturally......

Another one more thing bugging me...... I wanna go to church! ROFL..... Still haven´t found a church around here yet, well.... doubt we can.... Until both me and Amelia fully understands German. As they barely have a service in English, I doubt it would do any good attending church for the time being.

*prays silently*

Our Journey to the wide world of Europe

After touching down on Valentines Day in Berlin, Germany....... my daughter and myself have finally spent 1 week all alone without my parents and any familiar faces here in the cold cold winter of Europe...... My daughter... was blasted with the cold cold weather upon touching down in Berlin Tegel Airport at 10am (GMT +1) on this cold cold Valentines Day.. The temperature outside? -2 degrees.... hell even myself was having problems keeping warm upon our touchdown......

Thankfully, Baby had quite a set of warm winter clothes.... hence she isn´t that cold, although her hands were cold, underneath the gloves.... but, she was so beautiful and cute wearing the full winter outfit, I just enjoyed photographing her throughout the first few days we were out venturing around town.... She was completely cold upon stepping out of our new home... but yet... the gleam of joy in her eyes when she runs down the road or run after the pigeons on the streets or the town centre.... amazing seeing the joy in her eyes!


Its difficult taking my daughter out without freezing her to the core.... but apparently, to certain places, she seems to have much more energy... for example... when going to the playground...... omg... she could forget the cold... and run around joyfully in the playground...... but its good to see the rosy cheeks on my daughter´s face...... from the weather and all......


Can´t wait for spring to come though... when the weather isn´t all that cold anymore.......

The Pain of saying Goodbye

As today was the last day of the month, and being working under K.L instead of Selangor, tomorrow is a public holiday (Federal Territory Day) and then following is Chinese New Year already. Many people in office..... today was the last moments of seeing them!

After nearly 4 years (would be 4 in June), saying goodbye to them ain´t easy. There were many of us... whom we have been close friends, chit chatting, going out lunch together and etc...... the sadness of hugging them goodbye, the sadness of telling them....... we won´t be working together anymore... seems so sad and forlorn..... 


As I slowly packed and settled and discard all necessary items and bidding my time goodbye to all that are working for the last time today, before they break for chinese new year........ the sadness crashes upon me ever so greatly.....

How is it possible that in life, there are always hellos and goodbyes...... is it such .... a human nature, to always bid another goodbye, to lose someone whom you love ever so greatly, or to just...... not see the one you know or love anymore?


Well..... at least I am now facing the pain, once again, after 3 years of saying goodbye to him... I am now saying goodbye to everyone......